Over the past few days the feeling of being stuck in a trap that refuses to let me go has become stronger and stronger. It feels like I am stuck in a vortex where people are pushing me to my limit and I don't know what to do, who to believe and who to let close to me. Life is supposed to be simple and easy. So why ans what does it make it so complicated? Is it greed? Hate? Lust? Desire? Jealousy? I wish I could understand but I don't. I want to fly free like a bird that has no worries, fearlessly slicing though the air like there is no tomorrow. Spreading my wings and feeling the wind pass through the outspread feathers making me one with creation. How I long for a life well lived, with no stress and tension, no worries and fear. I hate the fear of the unknown. It claws at my soul and makes me want to run. Run away from this life and start again. To right all the wrongs so that the mind can be free and at peace.
That is the only thing that the heart desires.
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